And disconnected.
People are supposed to be connected to their parents. My father disconnected his family when I was a teenager and I never saw him again.
These are pictures I found of me and my dad in happier times. Connected times.
My dad raced stock cars and worked in a gas station.
Back when yards were organic.
Loved swimming most of my life.
What went up, did fall down.
Dad smoking his Chesterfields.
Po' Girl Shines 
that’s a real pity
Some people are incapable of appreciating their blessings in life for various reasons. My father was never properly parented growing up so he had issues besides epilepsy caused by falling off a horse as a child which led to a number of brain surgeries to try and correct this problem.